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A bad time to be finding myself [Apr. 25th, 2006|11:34 am]
I am new to the gay thing so it is just exciting, but my mind isn't where it needs to be(school). I tuned in a paper (late) that was supposed to be 8 pgs at least, was only 2 1/2 pgs, and it was bearly cohearant. I felt so imbarrased that I jsut threw it on the teacher's desk and basically ran out.

Last night I was getting so overwhelmed I wanted to kill myself... but I dug my grave and I have to lay in it... if I get a bad grade it is my own fault, and nothing is going to change the way I am except me...